It's been a long time, I have no excuses. I'm feeling a bit down, and a bit lonely to be honest. I've put on weight again which just adds to my discontent. My dad has COPD and has been really sickly and I've had to take a lot of responsibility on, while still working full time and doing an ou course. my mum had dementia and it's getting worse and she won't go to the doctors damn it. Things I want 1. Lose weight and get fit 2. Get a new job 3. A new house 4. Win the lottery Yeah if I won the lottery I'd be sorted! Enough moaning!