Rant

No one is watching this blog and that's the way I like it. I can tell it secrets and no one will respond. I have something wrong with my liver, it didn't worry me, I don't know why. I was sent for an ultrasound and they found 'shadows' so now I am worried. I'm waiting for an MRI, the doctor said it could be ulcers but even he sounded unsure. I googled liver cancer and I wish I hadn't. I have one of the late stage symptoms. I'm losing my memory, losing words and now I'm scared. They didn't find one shadow, but several so if it's cancer I'm buggered. Ironically I don't feel ill, but my memory is bad, really bad and it's only been in the last several months that it's been this way. If anyone does happen across this please pray for me, that it might be ulcers or something less worrying than cancer.