Bad, bad blogger

It's absolutely pissing down here.  I have the day off work and I've been lazy (quelle surprise).  Done a bit of shopping, made some minestrone soup and done a bit of studying.  I had a bad night, woke up at 3.30 and couldn't get back to sleep.  Going to have a hot bath in a mo, as my joints ache.  Back to work tomorrow damn it!

Bad Day

I'm a bit depressed today, so I'm glad no one reads this as I'm going to moan and feel sorry for myself.  My dad has the hospital tomorrow to get the results of a cat scan, he was called today to go up so I'm sure it's bad news.  I get home and there's a letter from the hospital and I have to go back in November and I'm sure I have to have an operation, I did last time.  I hate going under general, it scares me.  Last time my mum was really supportive but now she's away with the fairies and I'm all alone and I hate it.  Don't want to scare the kids.  On another note, I was really saddened to read about Steve Jobs, I caressed my macbook, RIP Steve, you changed my life and made the world a prettier and more productive place.

Hopefully I'll have some good news next time!